I must do
what I do
doesn't last
minute is too
long ago
I say
the truth
doesn't hurt
anyone, but me.

Foreign landscapes lay before me.
Start and finish are predetermined.
Intervention,
life intervenes.

I want to make it short, to stay direct.

would be easy to say "I want to have fun and everybody to have fun with me"
But that's not it.

Plain truth.
AND to do, what pleases me.
AND beauty within.
AND angled
AND round
AND greasy
AND crinkly
AND a mold

it's a blur
my motivation was easyer to get hold of
painting a picture, that could easily occupy one for hours
maybe it's still the same
creating some thing something, that occupies you for hours
that sticks to your head
something different than colorful lights and short skirts
something sensitive
yet not always painful-kitschy
sometimes just experimenting with material

Medial Circus mashed my brain.
Everything I do, I could do a thousand times better.
Therefore, everything I do is determined to fail.
No wonder drug.
correction of grammar and spelling
That's life.

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Lisa